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Akuroku Time of Dying

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On the ground I lay,

Motionless in pain,

I can see my life flashing before my eyes…


***

As Axel was lying on the ground, slowly fading into oblivion, he was thinking about his life; what he had done, and what he hoped to do. He thought about Demyx and Zexion, and how amazingly funny they were when in the same room. He thought about Mansex and Xigbar, and how they were both assholes for raping Demyx. He thought about his life before becoming a Nobody. Lastly, he thought about Roxas.

***

Did I fall asleep?

Is this all a dream?

Wake me up; I'm living a nightmare…


***

Roxas… Roxas I miss you so much… I just wish I could see you one more time…

Axel began thinking about his short time with the blonde. He knew it was really a year, but it felt like only a month. He remembered the times in Twilight Town they had on the clock tower. He remembered the first time he met Roxas, how quiet he was.  Axel felt that initial pull towards Roxas when he first saw the boy. Much to his dismay, he also remembered seeing Roxas leave him, having him disappear. Those last words Roxas had said to him were almost too much to bear…

"Your mind's made up?"

"Why did the Keyblade choose me? I have to know"

"You can't turn on the Organization! You get on their bad side and
they'll destroy you!"

"No one would miss me"

"That's not true! ... I would..."


He had said those last words to himself, because Roxas already left.

***

I will not die…

I will survive!

I will not die; I'll wait here for you,

I feel alive when you're beside me…


***

Axel was too absorbed in his thoughts about Roxas to notice the shadow suddenly cast over his face. When he noticed it, he opened his eyes and saw something he thought he would never see again… Roxas.  No, not Roxas… Sora.

"Say hi to Roxas for me Sora… Please?"

"Axel, what were you trying to do?" Sora asked.

"I wanted to see Roxas. He… was the only one I liked… He made me
feel… Like I had a heart. It's kind of… funny… you make me feel… the same…"


***

I will not die, I'll wait here for you,

In my time of dying.

I can see my life, passing me by…

Was it all too much, or just not enough?

Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare…


***

Axel had one last thought before he faded away completely. He
secretly whispered in Sora's ear, "I love you Roxas, let's meet again in the next life…"

To Axel's complete surprise Sora leaned down and whispered, "Yeah. I'll be waiting…"

Axel chuckled and said, "… Silly. Just because you have a next life…" He
said softly. He never got to finish that sentence, because that was the moment where his journey ended.

***
I will not die… I'll wait here for you…

I feel alive, when you're beside me,

In my time of dying…
This is written when Axel and Sora are in the world between the worlds, and Axel just baisically killed himself getting rid of the white nobodies :D
The song is Time of Dying by Three Days Grace.
i was inspired to write this while talking to ~OhMyHolyJeevas.
I hope i dont have to put a disclaimer on here... teehee if i did own disney it would be for adults ONLY because of all the Yaoi i would put in it x3
but i dont (sadly) own disney, or the song (but i vow to someday >:3 lol )
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OhMyHolyJeevas's avatar
Oh. My. Gawd! I love it. It made me want to cry because I remember each of those lines.